Stinky Snow

The Stinky Snow canceled my WW meeting and that bummed me out.

Work this week was busy with a three day training I led in Akron. That training meant that I ate my meals with the group. I made sure to count my points but I just don't know how the week will turn out. I'm nervous to step on the scale and so I was just wanting to get it over today and start a new, clean week.

I've been wondering this evening why I'm so nervous about stepping on the scale. Is it about letting myself down, letting others down? I decided that neither of those are right. I am proud of the decisions I made this week but I am nervous because I felt out of control this week. I worked 12+ hour days, felt stressed, ate food without nutrition labels... The training went really well and I was excited about it but exhausted from the effort it took to pull it off. I guess this week was the first week that tested if I can really lose weight during a typical week of work. And I think maybe I'm nervous because if I didn't lose any weight it means trying to balance work and health is going to be harder than it seemed the first few weeks of lent.

So tomorrow I'm going to attend the Saturday morning WW meeting...and the Stinky Snow better not make it get canceled again.