The Tactic: Run Away the Sick.

It's been a while since I've posted, it feels like a while since I've done much of anything.

After getting home from Seattle, my exhaustion turned into sick and now I'm still struggling to get back to 100%.

Over the last week as I've lied around, not exercising, I've wondered if this is what I felt like before I started to lose the weight. I'm frustrated by my aching and exhausted body and I have a hard time believing that I lived so long feeling tired when I wasn't even sick! The time it's taking to feel back to my new normal is too long and I'm started to be frustrated.

So today I ran. I figure resting didn't banish the sick away so maybe getting back into my old routines will. Running came back today, weights will come back tomorrow. I haven't lifted weights in weeks and it feels strange not to feel strong, buff, excited by my new muscles....I might be frustrated by not feeling well but I am pleased that this rest has made me realize my changes are new ways of living, not just things I've forced myself to do.

I could keep taking naps but today I ran.